Your Utmost Life
Do you look in the mirror and think "I don't even recognize myself anymore"? Do you feel invisible, exhausted, and completely disconnected from the woman you were before life became about everyone else?
You just got quieter as everything else got louder.
You didn't disappear all at once. It happened slowly, in every moment you smoothed it over, kept the peace, told yourself you'd deal with it later. Until later became never, and the woman you used to be became someone you can barely remember.
You're not broken. You're not too far gone. You got lost in the loving.
Your Utmost Life is the podcast for moms who are done going through the motions of a life that looks fine on the outside and feels hollow on the inside, and are ready to find their way back to themselves.
Every week, Misty Celli helps women who feel invisible in the middle of their own families reconnect with who they actually are, rediscover what they actually want, and start building a life that finally feels like theirs.
This isn't about doing more or becoming someone new. It's about coming back to who you've always been.
You are more than everyone's everything. You are someone.
Your Utmost Life
Latest Episodes
You're Still There: The Framework Mothers Need to Stop Disappearing and Return to Themselves
If someone asked you right now who you are, underneath wife, mother, daughter, the one everyone counts on, could you answer?Most women can't. Not because they're lost. Because nobody ever asked them to look.In this episode, I'm gi...
Stop Feeling Invisible, Even To Yourself, In One Move and 5 Minutes
There's a voice that's been running your life quietly for years. She sounds completely reasonable. She reminds you about the dishes before you take a walk. She talks you out of twenty minutes for yourself before you even ask for them. She's not...
Feel Like Yourself Again, Without Those You Love Suffering
There's a fear most ambitious mothers never say out loud, not even to themselves: what if I actually find her again, and she doesn't fit the life I've built? What if being more of myself costs me the people I love most? We walk thr...
It Stopped Being A Calendar Problem A Long Time Ago (It’s Something Much Deeper)
"I don't have time for this right now" sounds like a neutral fact, but for so many ambitious mothers it's a mask. We've all watched ourselves rearrange an entire day for someone else's appointment, crisis, or request, then swear we can't find 1...
“I’ve Lost Myself” Is the Most Dangerous Lie You’ve Been Believing
Feeling numb in a life that looks “fine” on paper can be one of the loneliest experiences, especially when you’re the one holding everyone else together. Invisible in rooms filled with people you love? Or like you’re going through t...
